Right now I am sitting on my patio having coffee and a cigarette, rubbing my bald head! Yesterday I got up and cut my hair to the scalp and then got my husband's shaver and shaved my hair. I just couldn't stand that stuff falling everywhere. I found I have a nice shaped head so it's not bad and it sure is cool!

I'm sitting here thinking and it's like it's not real to me that I could have so little time left on this earth. I don't think about dying very much, mostly just living. I still have bills, still need to do everyday things and I don't feel bad.

I have noticed some things have changed. I don't do things as fast as I did and I do feel a little shakier right now. Maybe I need juice. Sometimes I find my balance a little off but no one would ever know. It's so slight and only when I move too fast.

We went yesterday and got a freezer so we could buy food in bulk. It will save money and there are more of us. We (Cheryl and I) got the boys (Alex and Kevin) blow up bopper bags yesterday. They had a blast with them. Alex is my nephew and if you are reading this you are on his website.

Also yesterday I received a card from Kayla's Hallmark. Very nice of them. I don't know them, but it is nice to know that there are people like them out there. Thank you Kayla's Hallmark Family.